Feeling the root chakra grounded into the source energy of the Universe, available to float where I’m guided, trusting that all factors of my physical experience on Earth will be cared for in return for freeing myself to be of service wherever I am led…..
Experiencing the full vibration of creativity which naturally flows from my womb, my second chakra, that place designed to create and bring forth magnificence to the world as shakti dances at the core and delightful uniqueness beyond my wildest dreams is born….
Embodying these vibrations of Divine Truth, knowing there is always more to come, knowing there is always more to clear, knowing there is always a layer yet to be seen, gratitude overflows. How absolutely magnificent to be living a Spiritual life on Earth!
And yet there have been times along the way of great struggle, great suffering, great pain, and great resistance. I have identified with vibrations that I never in a million years considered could be transformed, there have been layers of resistance within me that I didn’t even know were there, and yet here I am, looking back over this journey so far and finding it strange to have ever been where I’ve was in those times.
Other wounds are far closer. Still open in places, healing, and easily ripped a little apart with the slightest agitation.
Having grown up in a very ‘normal’ place, being born into an ancestry with dense masculine/feminine imbalance, having been raised in a vibration that was cut off from the feminine as Divine Form, there has been quite a lot of energy from which I’ve become free. The first and second chakras have been dominated with fear of financial and economic insecurity, fear that there was something wrong with the authentic vibration of me, fear that if I don’t buy in to the ‘old’ way of life and masculine/feminine interaction I’ll be harmed in some way, manipulative energies laid on top of my authenticity used to elicit reactions from others that would allow me to get my lower self way, and the list goes on.
The journey of allowing myself to bring these less than admirable traits to the light, to understand that many of them had little to do with me, and more to do with my ancestry, past lives, other energies, and the collective consciousness on Earth, and that in fact I came here specifically to experience them, bring them up to clear, and have the new experience of, being free…. it has been one of the most brilliant transformation.
I am so grateful to be on this path, to use myself as a science experience on this journey to the light, to find out what works and what doesn’t, to continually see new levels of resistance in myself, to see new levels of growth in myself, and in doing all of this have so much to offer the women around me.
The next step of our journey together will be the third and fourth chakras, and as time moves forward to February 19th, I find that there are more and more pieces of myself coming to the light to be cleared. My heart is opening more and more, and I am so excited to offer a space for us all to have this transformation together- in whatever way is needed for each of us.
We are not alone. I can’t wait to hear your stories. I can’t wait to hear what you each have to share!